Happy Monday my lovelies.

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I hope you are all having a marvelous day so far.

For it being a Monday, I am in a wonderful mood and let me tell you why.

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No, nothing really spectacular happened this weekend, actually it was quite a chill weekend, but there is one thing that I have been loving lately that not only makes Monday marvelous, but life marvelous.

I would love to share everything that is going through my mind right now, but this post would be too long, probably too boring to most, and a random mess of thoughts (because that is just how my brain works).  But to make a long story short.

I have made huge steps in my recovery. I think it’s even safe to say, I crossed that last bump and finally said good bye to my ED.

I’m ready to move forward with my life, to start living again, to be healthy again.

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I no longer have rules, I no longer have anxiety and honestly, I just no longer care about food.

For so long I spent countless hours thinking about my meals, counting calories, should I eat this, should I not eat that, so on and so forth. I honestly, just don’t care anymore. I eat what I want, “healthy” or not, and I don’t give it a second thought. I don’t have to eat by a certain time, wait until a certain time, and I definitely don’t have a cut off time.

I just eat.

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I even have chocolate chips at 9am

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It’s pretty refreshing, let me tell you.

One sign I knew I had crossed that bump happened Saturday.

Our friends were having a going away party and typically whenever I had a social event to attend, I use to spend the whole day being anxious about timing. “Will I have time to eat dinner before I go?” “What if I get hungry there?” “Will I be tempted to snack?”   You get the picture.

But this Saturday, I didn’t even give the evening a second thought until it was time to get ready to go.

And when it came to ordering a drink, nope didn’t over think that one either.

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I had a great night with friends and honestly it wasn’t until the drive home and I looked at Matt and said “whoa. we had a normal night”. One thing Matt and I are really working on is getting back to “normal” and I feel like we’re finally doing that.

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We had another fabulous night out for a friends birthday party.

Ok seriously, have you guys ever been to a Dave and Buster’s?

Funnest. Place. Ever.

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I pretty much kicked Matt’s butt at the games.

(insert his face of frustration)

I won a lot of tickets, but not enough to get these bad boys.

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Maybe next time.

But the best part of the night again was how much Matt and I enjoyed each others company, had fun with each other, played with each other.

Again, at the end of the night when it hit me…so refreshing.

I’m just so happy.

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However with this happiness, there comes a sadness. With the welcome of my new healthy life, comes goodbyes to other parts of my life.

Which I will share with you later.

Because today is all about being positive, being marvelous and just being true to you.

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Also, the winner for my Conscious Box giveaway is Giselle!!

Contact me at debbie(at)accidentlydelish(dot)com with your shipping information and I’ll send it on over for you!